So, you see, I'm back.
Aside from some little issues my PC is working again. Better than ever, I dare to say.
So, that's the main reason for my absence the last weeks.
But that's not all.
I just couldn't stand all that writing and mailing and uploading anymore.
There were enough other things to do, time wouldn't slow down, no matter what I try.
So I decided to do some other things instead.
Ah, Fuck Christmas! That wasn't it ;D
I just needed some time for myself..
Painted some Space Hulk-Terminators and Genestealers, played PSP Games, listening to Audiobooks and ... thinking everything through.
I'd like to show you at least some pictures of my Miniatures,
The Carnifex (nearly finished), the Broodlord, the first 'stealers, my Termi's, Tyranid Warriors...
But unfortunately my Webcam still doesn't work for screens, god knows what's the problem.
To be honest with you..
It's getting lonely again.
Everything was more or less fine, but now I'm missing something really important and don't know where to acquiere it.
You know, I normally don't give a fuck on New Years Eve, it's just some stupid reason to get drunk.. It doesn't change anything. Everything stays the same.
Man, I'm pissed. Some people from my old old school invited me to some random party in some random bar to celebrate.
You know what? I don't care.
I may be lonely, yes. Maybe I could need some 'fun' again.
But I don't want to celebrate an event I don't care about with people who will probably get drunk who I don't care about in an atmosphere I don't even like, including music I don't like.
You know, I don't drink alcohol. So, hey, let's go to a bar :'D
I just don't want to be part of it. That's it.
...why do they keep trying to persuade me to come with them...? ôo
Ah, that should be everything for now...
I guess I will post more often the next time..